Caught sight of myself while changing earlier and I looked like a raw plucked chicken with tits. So yeah... That put me in a good mood for the day... Shocked at my weight at the moment. It's ridic.
Discovered a new game called pocket legends this evening, which was nice as I was missing mmos since moving. It's quite fun, a cross between dungeon runners and wow.
Mum and dad came over to pick up Dolly, but couldn't stay long because nan decided to wai in the car. As it's xmas eve I sort of wanted to see them for long enough to ask them how their day was, but there was barely time to squeeze anything other than pleasantries in.
I tried to make some rice crispy cakes this evening, but I cocked up the choccy melting, and it went all dry. Grrr. So I had to eat it... Well, some of it. It was two bars worth, I think I managed about half of it. Prolly wasn't the best idea to eat that after being sick! Oh, yes, I was sick. Forgot to mention that. Don't know why... Either i'd cooked my dinner badly or it's just nerves.
I'm dreading tomorrow. I want to see my folks at xmas, i'd rather not see nan. And I don't want to leave my rats alone all day... But I don't have a choice really. If I don't go up there I won't see them, and that would ruin the day for me. Besides, me and dad have already decided we're going to watch his landrover videos together :-P
I'm going to take my knitting with me to give me something to concentrate on. If I don'thave something to do I get bored and just want to go home. I'm so used to being alone any social occasion has to be carefully prepared for; I have to give myself tasks to block the anxiety. I may ask dad if I can go home early, or come up later. I don't think I could last an entire day. Not to mention the fact that my ladybeard grows within the day, so I have the added embarrassment of that.
I have done lots of cleaning today, but now there's more to do... But bugger it. Can't be arsed. After putting up the xmas tree then realising I had bugger all to decorate it with (see picture, nearly as depressing as the xmas tree in Bottom!) i've sort of deflated xmas spirit-wise.
As usual the most anticipated part of my evening is climbing into bed, dog at my feet, book in hand, with a tummy full of tea. And that's what i'll do. Goodnight all, merry xmas, and suchmuch xxxxxx
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