Spent nye with gerwyn, experienced mega ladycramps, babysat the dog as usual, been having trouble sleeping, and helped my mum with a jigsaw. Never let it be said that I am not SMOKING with this furious lifestyle of mine.
I finally got to see Paul last night, which was AWESOME as ever. We crammed in telly, gaming, drinksies, and even a visit to his bro's place to coo at his puppy Pepper.
He bought me a copy of Dawn French's Tiny Bit Marvellous, which I was thrilled about, and threw in a Doctor Who freebie for good measure :-)
I keep thinking i'm worse off for food than I really am. Sure, i'm out of milk so I can't have any tea, but that's not exactly an emergency I guess. I have a lot of eggs to get through, so i'm going to try cooking chips tonight. Every time I cook them in my new oven they burn on the edges and stay floppy in the middle. A few seconds more and they turn into charcoal. Grrr.
I've been feeling extremely down of late. Generally feeling listless, lonely, and uncreative. I started a painting and fecked it up,and I was so upset I had a little mini sob and strop. And seeing myself on Paul's Kinect didn't do my self-esteem any wonders, either. I am so so so big now. I hate it. I want a new telly, I want kinect and I want Paul's fitness games. I refuse to be fat at 30.
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